impulsive, ♥

Zen/Leon/Joseph .

Whatever, you've quite a numbers of name . idk whice one is th true you .
From th v.start . You asked me for stead . I didn't want .
Because, i wanna a meet up first .
You agreed w it . Whenever i want to meet you, you always said .
Not free, going Vista &other excuses .
I believed you, so i didn't ask much .
I trusted you, because ily .
I changed for th sake of you, because you wanted me to change to a better person .
I do whatever, you asked me to .
Almost every nights, we msged each other .
Sweet msges &other msges .
I sacrificed my sleep, because i wanted to spend more time w you .
Everyday, I'm developing for love for you .
Almost every nights, I'm dreaming of you .
I didn't know why too . Perhaps, I really love you fcuking lots .
You asked me, 26th want meet you anot .
Then, th answer i replied you is, YES . Didn't I ?
&then, yesterday or th day before . You asked me, this saturday want ton anot .
I told you, see how again . Will give you ans ASAP .
then, today .. i told you th ans &th ans is YES again .
I'm so looking forward to meet you . Thats th reason why .
After that, when i online-d . Surprising, you talked to me first .
&I replied you back . Chatted awhile &asked you to go audition .
You said, you want to update blog . &I wanted to wait for you .
But you didn't want . &I do my own things first, then went to audition .
Played awhile, then you online-d .
&then, you created room . Went in to your room .
Played w you . Chatted w you . &then suddenly you told me, you got something impt to tell me .
So, i didn't think much then . I thou new languages you've learnt . Or whatever .
After game . You told me, I dont deserved your LOVE .
I asked why, you told me .. If I'll believe .. his blog, fs &msn acc is not his .
&then I replied, no bahs . Then you said, it's all true that, it's not yours .
You told me about th photos . &I asked you quite alot of questions .
After knowing th truth . I'm totally fed up .
Idk what to do next. I'm speechless .
We went silence, after awhile . You left th room .
You went to cre8 another room &I'm at th lobby, sending you msg .
Pm-ed you, before i leave audition .
Then you came to talk to me .
You've been telling me Sorry sorry & sorry .
I'm sick of hearing th word, Sorry .
I'm hell disppointed in you . I didn't want to, but you forced me to .
If this is th ending you wanted long ago . Then, I'm really speechless &fucking disappointed in you .
I'm played by you, You've cheated my feeling .
&i dont see a fucking need to be so TiongXim anymore .
Do whatever you want, for all i care .
I dont wanna care much alr .
I'll let you be, for who you are .
I dont have th right to judge you .
I'll leave you alone .
I'll respect your decision .
Think all over again, &reflect to yourself .
Idk whice of your words was once true .
I guess, Everything's a lie ?
Perhaps, yeahs .

People always say .
TiongXim Never Die ; Hongster First To Die .
&i guess now .
TiongXim First To Die ; Hongster Never Die .
Definitely, correct ehs .
Reflect, simply Reflect .

If you still wanted me to be our Gan .
Anything for me, Just that .
We would't be as close, as what we usually did .
&this is all you set upon yourself .

Lastly,
Love me for who I'm ; Hate me for all I care .